A TOUCH OF POISON SEALS MY FATE

Officially mine :)

2012-02-11T18:59:00.003+08:00

Known each other for almost 8 months. In love for 5 months. And on 8th February, we're finally officially together :)

Started of as friends, she was my senior in this course I'm taking in school. Then, became bestfriends. Then became crushes. Comes along intimacy. And finally now, a couple.

.......In several years time, become engaged and married. Hey, I can dream you know :p

It happens when we skipped CCA just like every week just to spend time together. Again, went to the place where it all started ; Empire beach. Talked and joked around, shared stories and of course some of the intimate perks of being in love. All of a sudden, the early hot and humid weather with no breeze, and the dark and muddy waves of the sea changes. It shifted to a cold breeze with the clouds hovering above us protecting us from the sun rays. Even the waves turned into clearer waves, and the contrast of the corals, reefs, shallow and deepness of the sea can be seen. Try imagining the beautiful seas in the movie Pirates of the Carribean. Yeap, it was probably similar to that.

For me, that sudden change of view was special and breathtaking. Then something inside of me was pushed and determined.

Without further ado, I hugged her tightly as I proposed, "Sayang, will you be my girlfriend?".

An uneasy silence came after the question. Then, we both stared in each other's eyes and she smiles and nodded. That's when I knew, she accepted me. And I know, there sitting beside me, is my girlfriend......she's officially mine :)

Our new year's resolution finally came true darling. Lets hope and pray God will bless us in this relationship, in our ups and downs, to conquer every problem and managed to get through it, together. That will make our relationship stronger. Let us have the best of time, the best of luck, and the best of life in this year and all the years after that, with me of course.

I Love You So Much Sayang <3

Angau is on!

2012-02-05T08:20:00.003+08:00

Life has never been more happier and exhilarating. Adrenalin keeps on rushing. Smiles never disappear. And it all starts on the first February. The most happiest day in my life. And prolly hers as well. Then the next day after that, another amazing day. And yesterday, the most amazing day with her.

I can't bother to update this blog since that day just because I'm focusing on my great life with her. No words can explain how happy I feel right now. Maybe typing the word 'happy' for billion of light years can't explain too.

I LOVE YOU :))

Just...

2012-01-29T01:08:00.001+08:00

I miss you...

2012-01-27T06:14:00.003+08:00

It's 6.15am already. I haven't slept since yesterday....

I can't sleep, my body is tired, but my mind doesn't. I always think of you and what are you doing now..

Some of you may know that my facebook has been spammed by a stupid spam youtube link. And, because of that, my account has been suspended. I may have the access to few the newsfeed, people's profile, viewing photos, 'like' button...but...I can't update my status, reply comments, reply inboxes, write on people's walls..

Anyway, I arrived home yesterday, found that everybody's out and I'm left with no spare keys. Thus, I'm locked out side my house for hours. Wish I can update you about this :(

Then, I went to the beach last night. Yes, at night. Spent time on the rocks and immediately, I remembered, "biar ombak, hujan, batu menjadi saksi....yang aku sayangkan kau".

Every single time, during driving, surfing on the web, watching the TV, shower, eating....I remembered about you, hearing songs that somehow relate to our relationship, seeing red latios everywhere and even, seeing the colour red. Because of that, I was thinking about you all the time. Thinking on what we would've done if we were not in this state. I'd know, I'd stay at home, just to chat with you. Meeting you in school, for me ; was not enough..

I felt like screaming, "EH, RINDU KU SI NADTHRA EH!" every single time here :(

Yesterday, at the flat in the morning, when you were angry at me, my heart beats faster than usual. Made me felt warm throughout my body, made me sweat, made me lose my breath and....made me fall on my knees....in front of you... I was really sad...

Speaking of hearts, goodluck for your check-up later sayang. I know I won't be there but don't take it the wrong way. I will be worried and will always be praying for you.

Eitherway, I'll wait for your decision. Please don't take it too long to decide cause...it tortures me as much as it tortures you. I know it does.

What I'm trying to say is, I REALLY MISS YOU....SO MUCH :(

I miss you...terribly.. :(

I'm going to miss you too Nadthra, Always

2012-01-26T21:24:00.005+08:00

All of this, started because I wiped your face and made you fell in love.

Because of me, You received your first ever rose.

Because of me, You had your first special birthday celebration from your loved one.

Because of me, You realised another side of you that you never shown to anyone.

Because of me, You have a guy who cherish you.

Because of me, You have a guy who likes to feed you and buy you stuffs.

Because of me, You have a guy who drives you around with no place to go but only to spend time.

Because of me, You have a guy who accepts you for who you are.

Because of me, You have a guy who loves to be around you all the time.

Because of me, You have a guy who always make spontaneous plans.

Because of me, You have met my entire family and I have met yours too.

Because of me, You received so many sweet surprises.

Because of me, You experienced when a guy sleeps on your lap.

Because of me, You experienced so many first times.

Because of me, Your family finally accept a guy for loving you.

Because of me, Your hand will always be filled by mine.

Because of me, I brought you places to you've never been before.

Because of me, I am the one who always stroke your hair.

Because of me, I am the one who always give unexpected kisses.

Because of me, We have many sweet and bitter memories together.

Because of me, We kinda experienced how marriage feels like.

Because of me, We make us reflect on our lives.

Because of me, You finally experience happiness.

and..

Because of me, I changed your life.

But.. What if I never did that in the first place? Things won't be like this. I won't be happy. And you will be hurt and miserable, stuck with him. Things happen for a reason. And this, thank you, for making me something to believe in and something to look forward in life to. And especially, thank you for letting me into your life.

Lastly, thank you, for letting me love you sayang :)

Happiness in my terms

2012-01-25T22:18:00.005+08:00

Because of you, love :)

2012-01-19T20:32:00.001+08:00

Being single is fun,

But being committed in love feels awesome.

When I wake up and I find,

“Good Morning” texs in my phone or inbox,

Or early in the morning you,

Listen to that sweet voice,

Saying, “Hai sayang!”.

When you’re all alone, sick or lost,

You just need that person,

With you,

To hold you in their arms.

Those small-small fights,

Saying, “leave me alone”,

But still, you check your mobile,

To see the missed calls & messages,

From me.

Waking up suddenly at midnight,

Calling or texting till late night,

Those sweet memories,

After a fight,

Saying, “sorry darling”.

Then fighting over,

Whose mistake it was,

When I call,

& it says, “is unreachable,

Please try again later!”.

I find it very saddening.

Seeing your face,

& becoming happy without reasons,

Reading your cute texts,

& Caught smiling idiotically,

By friends & family.

Imagining future lives with you,

Waking up & sleep while cuddling with you.

Nowadays we often hear people,

Say love hurts,

Love is fake and unreal,

But it’s not love,

It may be the wrong person.

Or the wrong timing which,

May cause heartbreaks,

But for me honestly,

“Being in love is the most beautiful feeling”.

Because of you Nadthra :)

Never thought I'd feel this again

2012-01-19T17:55:00.004+08:00

Twas a bad day, a really really really bad day.

She's not in the mood because of this one guy who stalks her. And because of that, she even not in the mood to see me, to interact with me, to even look me in the eye. Honestly, I was rather sad.

Then she explained everything, and, I was angry about this guy. And....I got carried away. Basically, I....hurt her.... And things get worst and worst.

"JANGAN SAMPAI AKU BUAT KEPUTUSAN PALUI KAN TINGGALKAN KAU!", she said.

I cried, yeah, I'm a guy, and I cried. In my head were mostly negative thoughts. Like,

"Why did she say that....What made her say that...I thought she's happy with me....How come she has the thought of leaving me....Is she not happy or satisfied with how I'm treating her. Even myself have never thought of leaving her....But, why her....Why did she say like that....Which means....She must have been thinking about the thought of leaving me....But, she promised....not to leave me...."

Then, I came across this video. I don't know how or why, but this video reminds me of my relationship with her. And, I cried.....so badly.. Because....

Cried until I can feel my heart hitting my chest,

Cried until my eyes are really red,

Cried until my body burns up,

Cried until my stomach area aches,

Cried until my nose got stuffed,

Cried until there's a major chest pain.

This is the second time I have cried like this, the first time was when....my father left us.......

Life has never been more happier

2012-01-19T14:53:00.009+08:00

Thank god, I have met her. She changed my life drastically. And I know, I have changed her life too. Because of her, I finally tasted happiness. And seriously, I'm loving it.

I really love it when I wake up early in the morning, I get messages, Whatsapp texts and misscalls from her. Just to wake me up. Even with my dozy and sleepy eyes, she can put a smile on my face early in the morning.

It's true :(

Relationship with her are finally changing to the better. It has become more and more happier. Maybe because there is no 'third person' in this relationship anymore. We can do anything we like, spending time together without trying to cover our steps or hide and now, we don't care if the world knows that we are together!

I love her caring and loving attitude. When I'm sick or hurt, she usually tells me to go rest or either visit the clinic or hospital. And when I do, she always accompany my trip to the doctor and always be there for me when I'm afraid, uncomfortable and nervous.

Our trip to the Hospital

Since the love triangle has turned into a two person relationship, I realised that we're spending time together has becoming more intimate. More special. More happier. Went to have some quality time with her and make new or repeating old memories

She even looks beautiful in her sleep. Sorry sayang :p

I also can sense her trust in me has changed, it has become more....stronger. She believes in what I do, and she loves me for who I am. I still remember, few days ago. My friends and I were going out from school with a permission ; to interview and collect data for our assignment. Guess what, my darling gave her car keys to me and I drove her car. Somehow, I felt really extra-ordinarily happy. Because the feeling I get when she trusts me. I even kept calling it, "My wife's car".

This girl, she's clumsy, yet, so cute that I melt. She always leave her things everywhere, unattended and sometimes forget where she puts her belongings. When she thinks she have lost something, she would panic and ask me where she puts her items when I don't even know where she placed it. That's one thing about her that I like. I find it, very cute :3

Anyway, this time, there was her wallet in the car. Obviously, I meddled with it and took photos. Teehee.

Her wallet

Found photos of us in her wallet

Took a photo with her student ID

The end of that day. I really felt 'bahagia'

Another thing I love about her is....well....mostly about her cuteness. What I meant by her cuteness is more towards her attitude. How she laughs, how funny and loud her laughs and giggles are. How she talks, how loud her tone is, how low her voice is, quiet, squeaky and 'manja' her voice are. How she walks, when she's tired, energetic or hyper. How her expression......and more... I miss you sayang...

Especially this, she was asleep in the classroom. Even when the teacher comes in and teaches, she still sleeps soundly. She puts together 2-3 chairs together to make somewhat kind of a bed. She even blankets herself and got a pillow to sleep on. And when I wake her up, I touched her face gently and told her to wake up with a soft loving voice. But, she was kinda annoyed when I took photos of her sleeping and yet, she was smiling and laughing. Also, she was not even angry! That's one of her characteristics that I love.

And in the car, she sleeps again. Hehe

Hmm, I KNOW! I remember this song. This song is the first song she chose when we went KBox-ing last year. I still recall, it was our second KBox date. It was 'Anuar Zain - Sedetik Lebih'.

Her : Do you know this song?

Me : Ummm, I don't think so. Maybe after I hear it, I'll recall something

(*The song plays)

Me : OOO, THIS SONG! I know this!

Her : See, you know this song~

And.....until now, I still love this song. This song was introduced by her. And of course, this song creates a sweet memory for both of us. Hence, me liking this song so much. This song reminds me of her.

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

These are some photos where we took, and she downloaded it, and edited it. And re-uploaded it. What I mean is, she's never been like these before. And I'm her first to nearly everything.

Nothing else matter, only you and me <3

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NADTHRA! :)

I'm so stupid

2012-01-16T02:42:00.000+08:00

I'm so stupid

I'm so so so sorry sayang :'(

...

2012-01-16T02:09:00.004+08:00

I share my deepest and darkest secrets, to only the woman I love. And one secret, ruined her mood. I bet, she will change her perspective of me now, maybe she will, maybe she doesn't.

Is it wrong to be honest? Even for me, I know I mustn't talk about that in front of people. But why did I tell her? Because I trust her. Because I love her.

Then, something she said hurts.....so bad....

:'(

2012-01-13T21:48:00.003+08:00

Excited to go out with her,

I woke up early,

And can't go back to sleep,

Because I'm excited to meet her.

Friday prayer,

Prayed for her well-being,

Her family,

My family,

Prayed to have an amazing time with her today.

Met her,

She's back from her photoshoot,

Face is full with make-up,

She wore the clothes I like,

And to me,

I am with the most beautiful girl alive.

Went to the hospital,

She accompanied,

Her laughter lightens the sickbay,

Held me,

Cared about me,

Made me feel comfortable,

I feel so happy.

Picked up her brother,

Went for some sushi,

Her treat,

Twas my first time,

And my first time is with her,

Thank you sayang.

Sent her brother off,

Went to The Mall,

Succeed in 'Membahagiakan diri' with her,

I was very very very happy,

Then depressed about something,

Ruined her mood,

Got hurt by her words.

Picked up her brother again,

This time with his friend joins,

Switched on the radio,

Increased the volume,

And during driving,

I cried.

Time to go home,

Got out of her car,

She didn't even looked at me,

"Sorry for ruining your night, Bye",

And she took off.

Drove home,

Can't stop thinking about it,

Her words are playing in my mind repeatedly,

I don't know what to do,

Just....sorry,

Forgive me.... :(

I miss you..

2012-01-10T13:04:00.003+08:00

Why are you doing this to me? Why are you avoiding and ignoring me... I need you so much...

I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I miss your presence. I miss your texts. I miss the late night conversations. I miss sharing stories with you. I miss your cute smile and beautiful eyes. I miss your loving and caring attitude. I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU :'(

Why sayang...

Happiness begins

2012-01-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

Now I'm in Brunei, and I am very happy as ever. Previous love triangle has now finally become a 2 person relationship. People know about us already and we don't have to hide anything anymore.

Had an amazing time at school. How relieved I was when 'the person I love is there for me again'. Some of you might not get this, but she will. How 'bahagia berabisly' I felt. When she finally grabs my hand and letting me hug her infront of my friends. When her head gently rests on my chest. When she hugged me and wrapped her arms around me. Nothing can describe on how happy I am.

Went to ICC with her for the consumer fair and had a really really great time. We continued what we left behind 3 weeks ago. Had an seriously amazing time! Then the next day, went to meet her somewhere and she showed up in her cute home clothes. That shows how excited she can't wait to meet me as well. Surprised her with a card telling how I feel about her, how I missed her so dearly and how much I love her. Followed by a bag of her favourite chocolates. I can see how much she appreciate and thankful for that.

Then at school, seeing her in her 'aquarium' classroom also makes me very happy and excited. Called her outside and everyone was cheering. She went out of her classroom and smiling. Nothing can beat that awesome feeling.

My point is, I never felt this happier before. Not before I left Brunei 3 weeks ago. Just this time, it's a more happier feeling. More....comfortable, blessed, captivated, cheerful, delighted, ecstatic, glad, intoxicated, joyous, jubilant, merry, overjoyed, thrilled...BASICALLY, HAPPY.

Can't wait to meet you sayang. You won't be around tomorrow and not much time for us both the next day after that. I'll be okay, as soon as you'll study. Your exam is coming up. I know you ace it with flying colours. I'll be okay, cause its for your future. And, for our future as well.

Love You Darling :)

Hello Brunei

2012-01-09T21:37:00.004+08:00

Finally, the wifi connection at my place is finally working. Now I can update this blogpost. Sucks being at home without internet. I must admit, I miss the fast internet connection back at Johor. But the thing I miss the most is her, here in Brunei.

Guess what, I missed the morning flight home. Got stranded in the airport for hours, and had to pay an amount of money to take the next flight home. Due to the miss flight, my plan with her had to cancel. We planned that, as soon as I arrived Brunei, she would pick me up from the airport, drive to school in her car, and spend time with her like we used to in school. I was extremely devastated when the gate attendant at the airport said, “Sorry, the flight to Brunei has closed. We cannot do anything anymore since the gate is closed and the flight is going to take off any soon now”...

I broke down, barely managing to hold my tears so other passengers won’t see me cry. Why? Because, after being apart for 3 long excruciating weeks, I still get delayed to meet the person I love the most :(

Hours past, then I got on to the next flight. As the plane were taking off, when it sped up along the runway, some were talking and laughing, some were quiet as I can see their frightened faces, some were saying their prayers, whilst I….cried. I cried, because it finally hit me, I realised, “In a matter of seconds, I won’t be staying in Malaysia anymore. My feet won’t set foot here anymore until I don’t know when. Especially, I’m going to leave my family here. I’m going to leave my dad here”...

Tears kept on falling after the plane took off and flew away from the airport. I was sitting at the window seat and I looked down at the small cars on the highways. I thought to myself, “Thanks for everything dad. Thanks for letting me to meet you again after being apart for 3 years. By now, you must be driving on the highway back to the city. I wish I can spot your car from up here. Please do take care. I’m going to miss you so much”...

Upon arrival at Brunei, as the plane lands on the runway…tears fell again. But, this time, it was tears of joy! Even when the plane is still moving, I unbelted the seatbelts, stood up and took my baggage from the overhead compartment. I was so excited, very excited! I called her as soon as I got off the plane! Took my other luggage, and went out the customs and I saw her ; my beautiful darling, Nadthra :)

Her smile, that I longed for, finally came true. I gave her a hug infront of my mum and other people. Yeah, like I care. I was absolutely happy at that time. How I love how it feels when I can finally talk, see and touch her, how comfortable she made me feel when I’m in her arms, when I can smell the sweet and distinctive scent of her luscious hair, and how tight her hug was when embracing me. I really miss you sayang :)

Then, went for something to eat with her and my mother. Then asked my mother’s permission if I can go out with her and mom agreed. Thus we went to Swensens, the place where she got her first birthday surprise from me. Coincidentally , met some friends there as well. Gave her some presents I got her from Malaysia. And, I can even see that she is very happy and surprised. When she’s happy, I’m happy because I’m the source of her happiness. Nothing can make me more happier than seeing her smile, laugh and intimate because of me.

Then, we had dinner, this time it was with her family. I can even sense how happy her parents were when they see me. And we ended the day with a late midnight ghost movie, her parent’s treat and then they leave us alone. Holy shit, I was really frightened, and yet, she was there, to hold me and to calm me down. The day can’t even get more better than that.

Before we go, we had a talk about how special that day was. I said, “Everything happens for a reason. Maybe God has a reason why I missed my flight earlier. Maybe He wants us to be happy after 3 weeks of being apart. He purposely puts me for the next flight. Now we meet, we had late lunch with my family, dinner with yours, and now we’re spending precious time together until midnight. Everything and everyone connects and meets”.

She replied, “Now that you mentioned it, If you were on the first flight home, didn't miss the flight, we'd stick with the original plan, we could only spend time at school together. Afterwards, we’ll go home. Now, I’m thankful, we can spend time together like this"

Thanks for making my first day in Brunei very very very very happy sayang. No words can describe how happy I was back then :)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NADTHRA <3

It's time

2012-01-04T15:45:00.003+08:00

It's confirmed. I'm going back to my hometown on the 5th January 2012. I'll be taking the morning flight. And I hope, she will be there at the airport, waiting for me. Definitely I'm eager, we've been separated for 3 long weeks and I cant wait to meet her again!

I can't wait to make eye contact with her gorgeous eyes

I can't wait to see her beautiful smile

I can't wait to hear her voice and laughter

I can't wait to hold her soft hands again

I can't wait to be in her arms again

I can't wait to feel the warmth of her hugs and kisses

I can't wait to joke and sing with her

I can't wait to catch up with her

I can't wait to watch movies with her

I can't wait to take her to places which has our memories

I can't wait to meet her family cause I know, they've been missing me as well

I can't wait to go to the beach with her

I can't wait to go for a swim with her

I can't wait to go to school with her

I can't wait for our next dates

I can't wait to drop by her house and spend day till night with her

and especially,

I really can't wait to give her a big, long, loving hug

Welcoming 2012

2012-01-01T12:21:00.011+08:00

If you have read my previous blogposts, by now, I must be back home in Brunei now. HOW I WISH. Too bad, my holiday has been extended from 2 weeks to 3 weeks ; due to some unavoidable complications. And now to be honest, I don't even know when will I go back home to Brunei..

But before that, my new year resolutions are :-

1) To be with her <3

2) To quit smoking (Have been tackling this since last 2 years)

3) To lose weight (I'll try :p)

4) To be more attentive in classes and get through ND1

5) To spend time with family, friends

6) To be with her <3

Wait, I mentioned about her already. WHO CARES, I WANT TO BE WITH HER! <3

My beautiful and gorgeous darling :)

Anyway, I was supposedly to take the 31st flight, supposedly.. Now, I'm gaining more further away from you, longer from you...and I'm very sad. 2011 new year's eve must be the most depressing new year's eve in my whole life. Why? Because I can't celebrate it with my family and cousins in Brunei, my family here in Malaysia, and most importantly....I can't celebrate it with you..

30th December 2011, supposed to be my last night in Malaysia. We were so confident that we can meet each other again. We even made plans on what to do when I arrived Brunei. Plans such as meeting at Empire beach ; the place where we spent our time together for the first time, chit chatted from 2pm until 5pm, without no topics to run out of and....the last place we went to before I leave. There...we talked, we laughed, we hugged, we kissed...for the last time that year. And even have plans for a movie date marathon. Too bad, it'll have to be cancelled..

Our last photo together. At Empire beach :(

31st December 2011, I was very upset and didn't have the mood to go out for the new year celebration. No matter how much my dad forced me to go out with him during new year's eve, I didn't care. Thus, I stayed alone...at home whilst the others might be having fun on new year's eve. Then, I realised, why am I so stupid.. I get to meet my father, once in every 2 or 3 years. And, I rejected his offer and I know my rejection made him sad. I really wanted to spend new year's eve and the beginning of 2012 with the person I love. The person I love is in Brunei and the person I love who is closest to me, literally, is my dad...and...I rejected his offer... I cried, and I felt bad, so I called my dad to pick me up at home.

He said, "Whats wrong? What made you change your mind?". Things became kinda awkward and I said, "I have been thinking. I rarely see you, and this is the only time I can spend new year with you. That is why". Dad replied, "Thank you". A simple thanks and yet, it can mean a whole lot. Hence, we went out to celebrate new year together.

Then, it was 15 minutes till new year. I was extremely sad. The girl I love is not there for me. I really wanted to call her all the way from Malaysia to Brunei, just to greet her a happy new year. Too bad, it didn't happen because her phone died and she's not home, she's having a function at her auntie's place. Then, time struck 12am. Its 2012. Fireworks flying off everywhere. And, the whole time, I was very sad..

I even tweeted, "@HafizBorhan ; its new year. And i feel extremely sad..."

Sent her WA texts to greet her a happy new year, sent her an inbox and lastly, sent her a long message. THEN, SHE REPLIED MY MESSAGE. It made my night. My sad mood became happy. A text message from someone you love, is really....heartwarming. I felt really happy. Words can't describe how happy I was that night :))

Then at home, she told me to read her wordpress. When I read it, plenty of emotions played. I cried, I smiled, I laughed, anxiety and even, sadness.

I cried, when she pour her hearts out on these posts. Saying that she needed me, saying how lonely she is when I am far away from her, saying how she miss someone to hold.

I lauged, when she was hoping that she would be the one that I love, she wishes that I would hug her. Truth be told, I was laughing because, SHE WAS THE ONE. and she didn't know it.

"then kami kluar class.. i remembered he said ‘ko tau apa, rasakan ku paluk kau kan awal ani’ like.. dalam hati ku… how i wish you hug me now! HEHE. what i cant wait was… he was gonna tell me siapa bini bini yang ia suka dskulah. yea.. honestly.. im very dissapointed to hear that.. in my mind.. i wish she was me.."

Sayang, it was you all along. HEHEHE.

"then i told him.. jangantah watir inda kau menungging ni.. i accept the rose that he gave me. until that night i told him that i have the same feelings like him and he told me the reason why he chose me

then… all i can say AKU BAHAGIA FOR THE FIRST TIME"

'AKU BAHAGIA FOR THE FIRST TIME'. How happy I was reading that. I'm the source of her happiness. And she's happy to be with me. Trust me sayang, you're the source of my happiness aswell. Darling, I just want to say, 2011 has been great. Because I found you. Aku bahagia sama kau. Aku happy sama kau. Aku besyukur kepada Allah kerana kau masuk ke dalam hidup ku. Aku berdoa 2012 ani tahun untuk tani bahagia. And finally, we can become official and finally, be happy without hindrance, obstacles and every problem, we can solve it and get through it together and makes our relationship stronger more than ever.

I REALLY LOVE YOU, NADTHRA! ♥

Missing you so much sayang :(

And from us, may all your resolutions come true. Its a new year. Leave the past, whether the sadness, regrets and painful moments. Take the memories cause memories last. Do whatever makes you happy and start off the year with cheerful and positive attitudes.

I wish you guys a, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Just 3 days more....

2011-12-29T01:12:00.003+08:00

I've been here in Malaysia for two weeks now and just three days more, to go back to Brunei and get to meet her. My family might think that I'm always enjoying myself here by going out shopping and spending time with them, but, they're wrong. These two weeks has been a wreck here without her by my side.

I've stayed up very late and ignored my health, I've recharged my phone credit with more than RM100 now, just, to contact her. AND I DON'T FEEL ANY SLIGHT OF REGRET AT ALL. I feel at home and 'everything seems to worth it' when we communicate with each other, Facebook, Whatsapp, texts, everything. A day without contacting her will feel like...hell. I know I'm exaggerating but that's really how I feel.

I've been out with my family all day and all night, whether I want to or not (usually forced). Sometimes my phone battery died quickly due to a faulty battery. And sometimes my phone doesn't have phone coverage. And that's the time when she will feel lonely without me. I know she does not admit it with her "I'm okay" or "I'll be fine" and all, but I love her, I know when she's not okay.

There's probably millions of people here, walking pass by me, surrounding me, in the same place as me, basically, in the same country as me, and yet.....I still feel very lonely ; without her.

I just want to say I'm very very sorry to put you into that situation darling. I know, I'm hundreds miles away from you, and yet, I still hurt you. I know its my fault for me to leave you in the first place...and sometimes...these things happen because of other people and not because of me.. I'm just...sorry..

I miss and love you so dearly. And, I'm sorry

Day 5

2011-12-20T00:46:00.002+08:00

I am missing you so much :(

Greetings from Malaysia!

2011-12-17T00:48:00.004+08:00

Greetings from Malaysia!

I'm here in Malaysia, Johor Bahru to be exact ; 'Balik Kampung'. But first let me tell the story before I arrived here. Since Brunei doesn't have a direct flight to Senai, Johor airport, I went to Miri via AirAsia since there is a direct flight from Miri to Johor.

Guess who I met in Miri? HER! YES, HER! My beautiful darling! She went to Miri with her family, stayed overnight there for a holiday and we kinda planned to meet up before I leave. So we met at Parkson Bintang Plaza and we were not alone. We were accompanied by her uncle and aunties. Spent the time with her looking through shops and practically just strolled around the shopping complex together. Then, she had to go. And I also had to go.

I said, "After we walked out of this place, the next time I'll see you is next year"

Oh how it hurts to say that. Next year is just 14 days away (from now, the day I updated this blog). A fortnight is really long and excruciating when you normally see your loved ones nearly everyday. It's like, I'm spending everyday with her, and then, BAM! the next time I'll see her is weeks away. And before we left, I gave a kiss on the forehead but....didn't get to hug her...

So before I took off, in the airport, I called her. Talked about how I'm going to miss her and how I'm going to be lonely made my waterworks start. Then its boarding time. On the way towards the aeroplane, I cried profusely. Only God knows how sad I was at that time. The worst thing was, I didn't get to say goodbye cause my phone ran out of frickin credit. Talk about the worst timing ever!

Boarded the plane and took off. Arrived at Johor safe and sound. Switched on my phone and I got texts messages from her. She was extremely worried. She even cancels her plan for a movie night with her relatives just to stay at the hotel and wait up for me to text her. She asked about the weather, who's going to pick me up at the airport and even, she doesn't have the mood for her dinner with her family due to excessive worrying. Honestly, I was really surprised and...touched :)

About 30 minutes after my arrival, dad came to pick me up. Twas so very happy and excited to have seen my dad after 3 years! Went for some midnight dinner and borrowed my dad's phone just to call her. Arrived at my dad's place around 1 in the morning. Even so, I switched on my laptop and chatted with her till it was really late. Before I go to sleep, I re-read her text messages and scrolled her photos on my phone. To be honest, I cried...

Then morning came, went breakfast, lunch and shopping with my dad. I was....acting strange. So I told my dad :-

Me : Since I came here, I've been different. I didn't talk alot, I had no mood to eat and shop, busy with texting and I tend to be quiet all the time instead of catching up with you. I noticed that I'm not being my natural self.

Dad : You're just missing someone dearly.

I'm surprised, my dad understands me. But yeah, everything I do today, songs I heard today, always remind me of her or something related to her. Like, songs she used to sing are played in the radio, saw her type of clothing during shopping and saw someone driving a Nissan Latio which she owns in Brunei. Trust me when I say, there are rarely any Nissan Latios here in Johor. Now, she's in Brunei, arrived safely. Also, we chatted through facebook chat. "MANA KAN TAHAN"

Then, a terrible incident occur. I don't want to explain in detail the problem is. But if you're really curious, Clue ; ladies, if you see a bitch you hate commenting on your boyfriend's or a person you like's photo or status or wallpost, how'd you feel? I asked my sister the same question and she came up with an answer. "JEALOUS!". So, basically, its a small matter. But that small matter ruined our night. I plan to surprise her about something at 12am just now, but she lost her mood and...my surprise plan was ruined...

I'm so going to miss this beautiful lady :(

I just want to say, I'm so so sorry love :( I know we're hundred miles apart, but our hearts are closer than ever. I know, cheesy, but....that's how I feel currently...

Through Thick and Thin

2011-12-14T22:50:00.009+08:00

If you have read my previous blogpost, you must already know that I am leaving Brunei until next year. And more importantly, I'm going to leave her..

I must say, this year's December has been superbly amazing. Why you ask? All because of her.

Facebook's What's on your mind : Her

Twitter's What's happening : Her

Latest blog updates : Her

Status updates : Her

EVERYTHING IS ABOUT HER!

Continuation of the previous blogpost :-

10th : Allowance is out. Pizza dining with her. Movie. And got this :))

11th - Didn't get to spend time with her. She had a family function and her phone died. I waited and waited for her to get back home and charge her phone back. Just to contact her whether or not we can meet up somewhere...but, she can't...

12th - Went shopping with her. Danced along the isles on the supermarket. Then watched a movie, went to the DST carnival, then Ideal with her for dinner.

13th - PRM BBQ. Went to the beach on a rainy morning, had a long stroll on the shore, had fun with the salty seawater with her, had some photos, I gave her a polaroid photo of us, then, shopped with her at the Mall and ended the day with a 'double tuesday' with her.

Highlight of the day : "Biar ombak, hujan, batu menjadi saksi, yang aku sayangkan kau"

14th - I rushed to several places just to surprise her. In the end, I got her something memorable. Her favourite chocolates and a red rose. Went to the Mall again, to Empire beach and talk and talk and talk. End the day with sad and heavy-hearted goodbye, hugs and kisses because its the last day.

The last day....the day that I am going to spend time with her, before I take off. The last day of a great December. The last day of a beautiful relationship, this year. The last day....for everything. Don't get me wrong, I will get the chance to meet her again, but, it's next year. After being together everyday and 2 days off, imagine what will happen if we're apart for 2-3 weeks? You imagine.

I hope all my sacrifices are worth it ; health, money, time, family, friends. I don't care, as long she's happy, I'm happy. As long as I put her smile on her face, then, I'm happy. Thank God for bringing someone like her into my life, because it has changed, for the better.

Darling, If you're reading this, I just want to say, I'm going to miss you so dearly

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

And lastly, she did this <3

Six Days Left

2011-12-09T17:24:00.009+08:00

From today, it'll be six days left. 15th December ; the day, that horrid day, the day that I'm going to leave Brunei till next year for holiday. And more importantly, I'm going to leave... her...

It has just come to my senses that I have spent every single day of my December with her until :-

1st - I can't remember what happened

2nd - Parked my car elsewhere, got into her car, noticed her dashing boots and watched 'Ombak Rindu' with her

3rd - Picked her up at her place, bumped into her parents at The Mall, brought her to have dinner with my family (menyatay) and sent her off

4th - Went to Pantai Berakas for a BBQ. Spent the whole day playing the salty seawater with her, wrote silly love names on the sands and went to The Mall again with her later that day

5th - Went to her place and spent time with her until night time

6th - Went swimming with her and her siblings. Although it was only for 2 hours, but, I felt so happy!

7th - She looked so gorgeous in corporate clothes. My first time at Toys'R'Us Brunei and had shopping with her. Cruising around Brunei, talking about memories and past times.

8th - Spent time with her at her place until late night. Her parents didn't mind having me at all. As if, I'm part of the family. I feel like I'm already married.

UNTIL.... 9th - Today, a terrible incident happened. And, we didn't get to meet each other.

All I'm saying is I only have six days left to spend with her before I take off. True, I'll meet her again BUT, NEXT YEAR? I can't even imagine...I just want to spend my remaining time in Brunei just to be with her and to make her happy, filled with joy and laughter :)

Sorry If I'm being selfish, but I rather sacrifice my time, money and space just to be with her. Hate me for who I am. But I don't care, because I'm treating my girl right.

ILN <3

#ByeNovemberHelloDecember

2011-12-01T03:44:00.008+08:00

It's been a whirlwind and I'm loving every second of it. What started out from friendship has grown stronger. Last 10 days of November are the most happiest days in my life, period.

Had the chance to spend time with her everyday. Trying out new things, together. Although some problems arise, but we conquered and settled it, together. She even tried to make time for me. Breakfasts, lunch-outs, dinners, movies, her family, shopping, beaches, everything. Trust me when I say, I'm glad I've found her. I never felt more happier.

Too bad, there's only one downside of this. How I wish her attention could go to me, and ONLY me. Either way, I'm not giving up. I'll stay by her side, no matter what happens. I'll sacrifice my time, money, and space, just to make her happy. And I will do all of that, until she is finally and officially mine. Then if she does become mine, "bahagia lah, kalau buleh tah, forever" :)

I Love You, N ♥

A New Chapter

2011-11-18T22:31:00.006+08:00

Anyway, it's been a while I've blogged. I was caught up in my current extraordinary life. It all started a day after my birthday, 12th October 2011, and blooms until now. I never thought we've become like this. I felt, happy. Extremely happy.

All this, starts from a red rose. And we held hands together towards happiness. All the memories and photos we had together, I still cherish every single inch and part of it. I browse through our photos when I miss you. I texted just to show you how much I missed you. I treated you like a queen. And, sometimes, I hurt you unconsciously. I blame myself for that. I just want you to smile and to be happy. I don't care how much it hurts me to see you with 'another'. I'll just listen to your advice and try to keep and think positive that you won't leave me.

I remember meeting your family and spending time with you at your place. I still remember you cared when we went to the hospital just to have the check-up on my left hand. More importantly, I will not forget 11/11/11. I always thought those kinds of dates such as 8/8/8 or 10/10/10 are bullshit. But I was wrong, I get to spend and make sweet memories with you, from day to night, I was with you all the time. I was with the wrong people at first, and you stayed with me. You make the awkwardness go away and comfort me with your love.

I still remember your sweet scent after I held you in my arms. I still remember all the things you say and do that makes me smile and make me feel like the most luckiest guy in the world. I still remember the day you said you won't leave me. The day you chose me over him. That one day that makes me think that nothing would go wrong. We had our ups and downs. But together, we can get through this and make our relationship, stronger than ever.

And lastly, I always smile whenever you say,

YOU LOVE ME

Quite, the different Saturday

2011-10-09T10:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, we were having our school assembly. Then, the school president asked each of the class representative and the assistant to go up on stage. Since my class rep, short for representative, was late, so as the assistant, I awkwardly got on stage with the other class reps and assistants and was told to introduce ourselves in front of the 100+ students.

I was quite baffled on why we had to introduce ourselves. Then one by one stood forward and introduced their-selves and last but not least, it was my turn. Got cheers and boos from every sides. After introducing, a teacher came, pointed at us and said, "This is your new student council". Practically, my jaw reached the floor. Well, I exaggerated but...you get what I mean.

Absolute an unusual way to elect the new student council. Oh well, then before the assembly ends, another teacher came up and surprised us by saying there's a spot-check. Guess who got into discipline for long hair. Yeap, the new-elected student council ; Me. And that's not all, my necklace has been confiscated and will be returned after the end of the course. THATS TWO YEARS!

Went to MTSSR for Applied Computing, aced it likeaboss. Then went back to SVNR to mingle around, then met a friend and her brother at Gadong and went for Snowhouse. Then, wow, I just realised, I overused the word 'Then'. Anyway, as we were savoring our ice cream, I noticed something different and weird about a Chinese guy in front of us. He was lifeless and surrounded by his friends. Not long after that, a woman in her 30-40s came, holding hands with a small girl. Saw the lifeless guy and raised her voice.

Not long after that, an old man came. Also in his mid 30-40s rushed in, saw the lifeless guy and immediately shouted in Chinese and pointed at one of his friends. Well, not to brag but, I used to go to a school where Chinese people ruled. So I kinda understand a little bit of Chinese and gestures. From what I observed and understood, the lifeless boy was the son of the angry woman and that old man. The boy was drunk. His parents blamed his friends for making him like this. Blablabla, the boy cried, blablabla, got direct 'special sermon' from the parents in Snowhouse. I mean, oh come on. Its a dessert restaurant and they were creating a ruckus there.

So we fled, went shopping. Bestfriend's treat. Got a new black sweater. Talked for hours during our dinner at Cheezbox. Turns out, twas for my advanced birthday. A Crème brûlée as my birthday cake. Gotta love your bestfriend who is the opposite sex. Love you BFF <3 Sent her home, went to a friend's place for some shisha session. Arrived home 11.30pm, went out again around 12.15am. Gone fishing with the Ishajaya group.

Basically, this blogpost is......idk. A crunched up feeling until now?

My Story so far

2011-09-22T23:16:00.011+08:00

Hi, it's been a while. I still believe the concept that 'a picture shows a thousand words'. Thus, there's over ten-thousands words here. And basically, its just I'm lazy to type long and long and long essay-based descriptions.

A mixture of photos from : -

+ School & School friends

+ Outings

+ Raya

+ Futsal

+ The night, the hours before and after Haji's Engagement
= Great Memories

Yes, I admit. It's been a while since we contacted each other. This ego battle will end soon, I am sure. Cause deep down in my heart, I still miss you. I never thought it would end up this way, but it did. Cause every memory with you I still cherish. Every reminiscence of you can ruin my whole day. But I still wish you joy and happiness with your new chapter in life, without me.

Selamat Hari Raya

2011-08-30T23:33:00.004+08:00

Dear you,

Happy Eid Mubarak greetings to you. I hope you enjoy this year's raya celebration with your beloved ones, family and friends. You must be wondering where I have been these time around. Though its not important but I'm doing fine. I hope you appreciate and cherish more of your moments with the new people who will be coming into your life as I'll be walking away from it. For this to happen, I'm sorry. Things had turned differently from what we expected it to be. It has been indeed a tough time for me to be around unlike the old times and memories we had. I hope we will never meet again. And if we do, please don't hesitate to not intend to speak to me. It's for our best.

Sincerely,

Me.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin

DOTA 2

2011-08-20T01:03:00.006+08:00

It's been a while since Dota mainstreamed again back here. It is because Dota 2 is here! Well, to be honest, I don't know when Dota 2 are released here in Brunei. Anyway, here are some leaked screenshots from The International-Dota 2 championships.

Heroes pick

Dota 2 Hero Icons

Uses Steam? :(

Great graphics. Better than League of Legends I assume

Roshan

Can't wait!

A Talented Local Young Artist

2011-08-19T10:22:00.003+08:00

I present, another talented local young artist ; Young Rul. Will appreciate on liking his fanpage on facebook and let his mixtapes do the talking.

Search and click like 'YR4U' on facebook

http://www.facebook.com/pages/YR4U/105118199591006

RE : A request

2011-08-19T10:01:00.003+08:00

Apparently, my previous post set a large amount of hatred. Well, to the ones who I'm talking about, I want to make this clear. I post about my daily life and photos for my memories ; more like a journal. I still don't understand why people hate and troll other people's life? My life is my life. Seriously, do something about your own life. By visiting this blog, my hits increase and I thank you for that. Another is, you lost several minutes of your life by reading the blogposts. By posting on the cbox doesn't prove anything. You do know everytime you post on the cbox, your IP address are recorded. Simplest way, I can block. And I can even track you :)

So keep your thoughts only in your mind :)

A Request

2011-08-17T00:38:00.007+08:00

So I was checking my blog and I saw this message on my cbox "Guest : dudee.. can u please post something about ur evo3". Actually, its not an Evo. Its just a sixth generation of Lancer. But then I thought, why not post something about it.

Mitusubishi Lancer CB2 GLX 1.5L, four cylinder carburated engine (4G15 SOHC). A 4-door sedan. Slightly disappointed that I could only find an auto transmission. Nevertheless, I'm satisfied. Second-hand by the way.

All Grown Up

2011-08-12T11:19:00.004+08:00

We're the three cousins that always stick together since childhood. We grew up, journeyed different paths, went to different schools, went to sixth form, failed......sixth form BUT YET, we continued our paths of studying and each of us entered technical colleges.

Then we decided to imprint some memories and a checkpoint on how far we had gone together. Thus, we had a photoshoot (sorta) in our different college coveralls.

19 years

Selamat Berpuasa

2011-08-01T20:54:00.002+08:00

It's been a while. I have been inactive literally for the whole month of July minus one day. And now, I'm dropping by to say, ITS FINALLY HERE! The long wait for the special month is now done. Its Ramadhan. A very special month for all Muslims in the whole world.

"(It was) the month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Qur'aan, a guidance for mankind and clear proofs for the guidance and the criterion (between right and wrong). So whoever of you sights (the crescent on the first night of) the month (of Ramadan i.e. is present at his home), he must observe Sawm (fasts) that month..."

- [al-Baqarah 2:185]

New Chapter of Life

2011-07-10T16:19:00.010+08:00

Its July. I've been a couch potato for six months. Then experienced two months of work as a technician, and now, I'm going back to school. Work is so much fun, but in order to pursue a bright future, I have to go back to school. Get diplomas, prolly degree or better ; masters, then another chapter of life will emerge again.

Anyway, I enrolled in SVNR which stands for Sekolah Vokasional Nakhoda Ragam. I know, some of you might think, "Vocational? He must be stupid". Besides, its proven that some people look down on people from Vocational intakes. Trust me, I did. Now, my perspectives are proven wrong.

First day of orientation

The reading of oath

So below, is my new classmates for another two years and a half. Yes, my two years in sixth form was a waste. Still, I met great friends, experienced hardships and create great memories. I'm taking National Diploma in Property Management and we're the last batch of PRM (Property Management)

ND/PRM/15

Second day of orientation was filled with boring speeches and repetitive talks about rules and regulations. So lets skip to the third day of orientation. We had activities such as sport representative for sport houses and jungle trekking / hiking at Tasek Lama.

Tasek Lama

Some of the seniors

Some of the teachers

Warm-ups and stretches

Then ECA was held in the afternoon. Too bad there's no photos. So lets move to the fourth day. We went to Pusat KACA, Smarter Sengkurong and Jerudong according to our own sport houses. I'm in the red house, and, it sucked. When you're in my position, you'll understand why.

Smarter Jerudong

Doing some of charity works

Smarter Sengkurong

Then the last day of orientation, Saturday. There's a speech from BIBD officials on allowance and about opening a bank account. Since I already have a bank account from PTEK, I went out from the hall, skipped the boring talks and hanged out with the PRM seniors ; #likeaboss

Then I skipped the afternoon orientation. It's about a presentation or somekind of shit. Instead of being submissive, I escaped and went to Bridex.

Men In Black ; Brunei edition. HAHAHAHA. ok no

Overall, Bridex was......boring. Thank god we didn't have to pay $10 for entrance. Yes, we got free tickets since alot of our friends volunteered there. So yeah, FREE TICKETS FTW! Can't wait for next week. Why? Cause learning will commence. It's been a while since this brain works.

HBD

Panda BerkungFu.....ok

2011-05-31T13:44:00.002+08:00

Rate : 8/10

Synopsis : Dragon Warrior, Po, alongside The Furious Five - Tigress, Crane, Mantis, Viper and Monkey encountered a formidable villian who wishes to conquer China and destroy Kung Fu. It is up to them to journey across China to face this threat and vanquish it. He must look to his past and uncover the secrets of his mysterious origins; only then will he be able to unlock the strength he needs to succeed.

Comment : A very hilarious movie. Too bad its straightforward. The fortune teller foretold that a 'black and white' hero will succeed. That spoils the ending.

On Stranger Tides

2011-05-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

#POTC4

Rate : 8.5/10

Synopsis : Captain Jack Sparrow crosses paths with a woman from his past, and he's not sure if it's love - or if she's a ruthless con artist who's using him to find the Fountain of Youth. When she forces him aboard the Queen Anne's Revenge, the ship of the formidable pirate Blackbeard, Jack finds himself on an unexpected adventure.

Comment : A different story unlike the first three movies ; new actors, new adventure, new plots and for sure, hot babes FTW!

#076

2011-05-18T19:33:00.002+08:00

Heard about this earlier this afternoon. Apparently, its in Brunei and he committed suicide outside a toilet. Don't know where that place is and who is that. This photo was spreading throughout facebook though.

Some say the guy is addicted to Jack Daniels. Some say he's a Filipino truck driver. I say, lets wait for tomorrow's newspaper.

kthxbai

Do you believe?

2011-05-16T19:22:00.006+08:00

2012 London Olympics Logo & Mascot

I don't want to be biased or taking sides, I just want to show two things and let you decide :-

1) The 2010 logo looked like 'Zion'. For those who do not know what 'Zion' is, just google it up.

2) The mascot with only one eye. Could it be the 'All Seeing Eye'?

3) You can see a small triangle with a small eye inside it above the right mascot's head.

Illuminati? You decide

Local prison break?

2011-05-15T10:22:00.005+08:00

So last week, a prisoner escaped from the local penitentiary at Jerudong. How? It's is still a mystery. For more info, visit this link http://bit.ly/knrGRB

The problem is, I don't think the public cares about this. Well, some maybe does and the others..... see for yourself :-

There's so many other versions of this. The photo has been photo-shopped and edited. Frankly, I like these parody versions. Oh well.

I'm back!

2011-05-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

So, I'm back from hiatus since.......can't remember when. Anyway, I've come back with soooooo many stories. BUT, yes, there's a huge 'but' there ; I've decided to tell you only one.

Via Muin's mobile uploads

The caption was, "Having test till nightime..cause we love learning so much ==". Then the comments was something ghost related. Suddenly, I recalled a funny yet scary memory.

Twas last year, everyone who took art in PTEK was in 'pressure/stress fever' in order to finish up artworks within the deadline. Some of us even made plans to stay in the artroom till night time. (Current PTEK students, lets just say this as a warning before you're reading this)

So we arrived at PTEK around 7pm and went straight into artroom. That 'we' is, my friend; Sofyan and I. Basically, we're the only ones in the large, dark and quiet school. Well, except for the security guard but he was in the post at the gates. Time passed, we were silent since we're busy doing our artworks and it was around 9 pm until......

(Two faint banging sounds can be heard from the current D&T room...)

Me : (Stopped doing what I did and looked at Sofyan...)

Sofyan : (Does his artwork...)

Me : (So I thought it was nothing since he didn't hear anything...)

(Couple of minutes later...More faint banging sounds can be heard)

Me : (I looked at Sofyan again...)

Sofyan : (This time, he was looking at the door. Then he slowly looked at me...)

Me : (So he must've heard it too..)

Me : Sabar saja.....

Sofyan : Awueh....

Around 10-15 minutes later, another three of our art members came to visit us since they were passing by Kg Katok. To be honest, I was relieved. They were like our knight in shining armors. Well, we headed home after that.

I've got some more ghost related stories in PTEK. I'm saving that. Till next time.

Blog is on? Perhaps

Let the photo below do the talking

2011-04-05T14:27:00.001+08:00

Damn!

2011-03-07T00:56:00.005+08:00

I am certainly not a Liverpool fan and definitely a Manchester United fan. Although MAN U lost to liverpool 3-1 with a hattrick by Kuyt. I must admit, I admired liverpool's gameplay alongside their amazing teamwork and skills since they have played and showed professional performance after losing Aurelio in the first half. Twas collective and genius that lead them to a brilliant victory.

But guess what, did you see Nani cried after getting tackled by Carragher? It was certainly shocking to see him cry. Why?

Twitter : @Craig Norwood View Of Nani's Deep Gash On Left Leg #MUFC #LFC

35 minutes ago via Echofon

A club spokesman said the Portuguese player's injury would be assessed on Monday. Nani, United's most creative player this season, was caught on the shin by a dangerous tackle from Jamie Caragher shorty before halftime and was taken off on a stretcher.

Carragher was shown a yellow card by refree Phil Dowd.

http://fourfourtwo.com/news/england/74862/default.aspx

27th National Day Brunei Darussalam

2011-02-23T23:52:00.006+08:00

Since I don't have the photos during the performance, I stole some from www.nationalday.org.bn/

MERDEKA!

PE

2011-02-13T08:54:00.001+08:00

His name is Shafie Faisal. I never knew he exists until the last two years. Guess what, he is a relative through marriage. And I met him through counter-strike. Years have past, and now he just moved to Australia for a year or maybe more to continue his studies.

The last time I see him was on a Saturday night, he was looking dead (aren't he always) and was searching for a ride to go back. Then, the upcoming Monday, I started working and was occupied the whole day. I didn't get to say goodbye when he left :(

His stay at Brunei was, fun and enjoyable because I have someone to tease and bully :3

His school uniform in Aussie

Janitor / Postman, you name it

Actually, the reason why I made this blogpost about him is not to show that I miss him but.....TO SHOW OFF THE WHOLE WORLD HIS UNIFORM. CAWIR WAH YO! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Love you PE <3

In-your-face experience

2011-02-07T18:33:00.002+08:00

Sikit lagi keluar time christmas

Rate : 7/10

Synopsis : Jellystone Park is celebrating its 100 anniversary, however it may be for the last time, because attendance is down and Mayor Brown wants to close the park and sell the land. If the park is closed, Yogi Bear and Boo Boo will lose their home. They join forces with Ranger Smith to save Jellystone from closing forever. Yogi must really prove in this endeavor that he is 'smarter than the average bear'.

Comment : Overall 3D movies that I watched, this is the most 'in-your-face' experience. The story is expected since it involves environmental aspects. The 80 minutes movie does not feel too long when the scenes with the bears are delightfully amusing.

Free movie = A fun one!

Tebuan Hijau

2011-02-04T20:06:00.002+08:00

Rate : 6.5/10

Synopsis : Playboy Britt Reid becomes the new publisher of 'The Daily Sentinel' in Los Angeles after the sudden death of his father. Britt's party life is about to change when he and his driver who is a kung fu expert, Kato, stop a robbery. With the help of Kato, Britt starts a new career of fighting crime as the masked superhero "The Green Hornet".

Comment : A movie filled with cool and awesome gadgets, along with a killer nice ride. At first, I thought Kato was the Harold from the movie "Harold & Kumar go to White Castle", turns out, it was Jay Chou. The storyline was abit....dull. And the Hero (Seth Rogan) turned my interest away from this movie.

Connection craze

2011-01-31T09:49:00.003+08:00

Have you ever surfed on the internet and it lags? Or, have you ever played an online game, timeout, stuck and disconnected? That happened to my internet connection. Although, it happens randomly.

For instance, you're opening a webpage and it stucked. Refreshed it countless times and it stays the same. Annoying right? Example, #NewTwitter, I can't open the webpage. Sometimes,this occurs.

Stuck at #NewTwitter

Turns up to be like this

Or this

Baffled, mindfucked, annoyed, pissed, irritated, distressed, bothered and all the words in the dictionary that defines annoy or upset. Who doesn't? Then I noticed something.

THIS! LOCAL ONLY! No wonder I always got disconnected

After a minute or so, it goes local and internet

Switched to #OldTwitter, then it works again

And that's not all, it repeats itself :-

Goes local, a minute later, goes online again, 2 mins later, goes local again, a couple of minutes later, goes online again, a minute later, goes local. Especially, online games, I got disconnected alot. Then I tried to reconnect again, it disconnects again.

ANNOYING MUCH!

A new addition to the family

2011-01-29T23:23:00.004+08:00

Guess what, my camera is condemned. NOW I HAVE BLURRY PHONE PICTURES! YAYYYYYYY! Oh, who am I kidding, I hate blurry photos. Anyway, remember the PTEK's socio week/open day? Oh wait, I haven't updated on that. Oh well.

It all started at the PTEK's socio week/open day. Games and stalls were held and one stall sold hamsters. It was $5 per hamster. Lucky for me, I went there during closing time and there's like a few hamster left. Why I mentioned lucky? Cause they gave to me a hamster for free!

During the PTEK's socio week / open day

It has been a while since I had a pet hamster. The last pet hamster....I don't even know what happened to it. I was little back then. Now, its time to make up for lost time. Named the thing 'peanut', cause it just sounded so cute. Oh, its a him ; practically because it has BALLZ.

BLURRY!

Went to petlink and bought it a new home. It was low on cash at that time, $5 plus when I bought it. Consists of an exercise wheel and a small door which makes it difficult to get the hamster out. I felt so pitiful, looking at it in that cold lonely cage.

$5 plus via Petlink

Now, my allowance has come out ; both from school and parents. Immediately, I bought a larger home for peanut. Costs $20

New home. $20 via Petlink

He's loving the new place

To my surprise, mom got me this hamster ball. And to think a friend is going to give a hamster ball to me. Still, I prefer it to be transparent though, but nonetheless, it looked so cute when it rolls.

Teehee

Working experience

2011-01-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

So, I got a job at CheezBox Cafe Restaurant as a foodrunner = serve the foods and drinks to the customers. It was fun. I was taught of many things, vital important points about this industry. Hence, I started last monday.

My shift starts at 11.30am and ends at 12am! Plus I have a 2 and a half hour break. So my working hour is 10 hour and a half. The worst part of working here is.....we have to stand for the whole 10 hour and a half ; majorly fucked.

First day : -

First Shift : Fun & sore feet (11.30am-4.30pm)

Break : Cool (2 hour half is a long time)

Second Shift : "I'm home" feeling (7pm-12am)

Closing : Cleaning 30 mins

Second day :-

First Shift : Fun & sore legs (11.30am-4.30pm)

Break : Sober (2 hour half is a long time ; alone)

Second Shift : "My legs are going to break" (7pm-12am)

Closing : Cleaning 30 mins

Third day :-

First Shift : Guilty to the boss (11.30am-4.30am)

Break : Forever (Resigned)

Bad experiences you ask? I'm got some.

I've sent the wrong order at the wrong table.
I threw a good and unfinished food away that was supposed to be 'tapau'
Spilled hot drink onto a customer

Although, I got working experience

Khurafat

2011-01-24T09:54:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I've done a movie review. Anyway, 'Khurafat' is the first malay horror movie of 2011. Since 'Damping Malam' and 'Janin' both came out end of December last year. Oh, and it is only showing at 'Qlap Mall' ; ONLY.

Khurafat

Overall : 7/10

Synopsis : Johan (Shamsul Yusuf) and Aishah (Liyana Jasmay) came back to Johan's hometown to visit his sick mother. During which, Johan witnessed a villager died due to the usage of the black arts. Since that day, both of them got haunted.

Meanwhile, back in KL, Johan's ex-girlfriend Anna, who can't get over Johan marrying someone else and hell bent on getting Johan back, one way or another

Comments : The ending is very nice and shocking due to the intricate and complex storyline. You can say, it is not a horror movie but an enjoyable movie. Since the usage of loud music to shock us was minimal. There are several scenes where the ghost would show up but there was no music to set the mood. It was silence and then, BAM! Girly ghost in your face!

Either way, i rate a 10/10 for 'selahau-ness'. Why I labelled 'selahau'? It is because of this.

Not your average horror movie storyline

Enjoy

Taking advantage

2011-01-18T17:59:00.004+08:00

Earlier today, I went to JPD for my driving lesson. I waited for my turn and during that time, I saw some familiar faces.

I drove the track with my driving instructor's supervision until, she had to go to the toilet. So I had to parallel park and garage park the car, alone, without her supervision. To be honest, I was not scared and I did both parking perfectly. After that, she entered back into the car and told to be dropped off infront of the department.

She told me to go over the whole track alone, without her supervision. She got off the car and I drove off. I sucked at hill balancing so I practiced it, over and over again. I'm pretty sure I did the hill balancing more than ten times. Then I speed everywhere, without signalling into any junctions, switched to third gear which was not allowed in the track and made my own route.

I feel like I'm the king of the track. Now after countless turns in the track, parked at different places, I'm ready for the driving test!

Wish me luck

Katok Prom 2011

2011-01-18T15:35:00.010+08:00

Actually, I have no intention to go to Katok's prom but then I heard my friend is going to perform, that changed my mind. The ticket was $32. Yes, it was pricey but it is at Tarindak Restaurant, Polo Club.

Night before ; deco

Sashes

Rehearsals

So then it was prom night. I entered and had to show my I/C to the front counter. It is supposedly to forbid outsiders to crash into the prom. As soon as I'm verified, I was stamped on the hand and I entered the hall. When I entered, everyone was looking, even the ones from far. I was rather....intimidated and went out and hanged with my friends outside.

White coat : The guy that made it all happen

I think I've seen this girl before. MD?

Fikri and his girl were there too

Performers from technical school

After some while, my friends and I entered the hall again and settled down. The event is started with prayers by the guy on the photo above.

After prayers, its chow-down time. Everybody queued and grabbed foods. The 'makan song' is played by the local band ; 4th August. 'Makan song' means that 4th August is playing some songs when everybody is eating. In other words, background music. Right after dinner, its performance time

First dance performance

This guy has a nice voice

Fiz Damit ; guitar god

I waited for this one. My friend performed. The reason why I came to the prom. At first I thought, "Oh, this is another one of those normal dance numbers", but I was wrong. The dance was so lively and dramatic. It managed to capture the story behind the dance. Nice job.

The part where everyone was screaming, "NOOOO!"

Apparently, her 'loved one' has died

Romeo and Juliet cliche?

It's slow dance time. Everyone with a date danced on the dancefloor. Oh how I wish my date would've came that time. Instead, I was alone. Oh well.

More performances

Then it was the crowning of 'Prom King', 'Prom Queen', 'Best Dress Male', 'Best Dress Female' & 'Best Couple'. The 'Prom King' goes to the one of the famous guys at school. 'Prom Queen' goes to the one of the organisers of the prom. 'Best Dress Male' goes to the "white coat guy" from the early photos above and 'Best Dress Female' goes to the 'Prom Queen'. Therefore, she was wearing two crowns.

Sorry if you find it difficult reading the previous paragraph, I don't intend of including names on my blog. It is because one google search can find anything and I don't want that since I prioritise privacy. That is why I took the liberty to bold the letters.

Best Dress Male + Prom Queen/Best Dress Female

Prom King & Queen dance

Best Couple

After the crowning has ended, its party/disco time! At each table, were placed a number of glowsticks. You know what glowsticks are for right ;)

Basically, the party/disco part is the 'cherry on top'. That made the $32 to worth every single cents. I had uber fun. That ticket is more cheaper than the experience and memories I gained from that night ; the glorious end of a PTEK senior :)

All of these are stolen photos. Don't mind me

13th January

2011-01-18T15:30:00.003+08:00

Hello, I was internet deprived....AGAIN for a week. And TelBru guys came over my place and fixed it and now, there's a smile on my face. Anyway, let's update shall we.

It was January the 13th (Thursday) and mom said that she wanted to bring me and my sister to the swimming pool. So, I invited my cousins too. The girls in one car and the guys in one car. We took off to Polo Club's swimming pool. We arrived there just to get rejected because the dress code for swimming is white (applicable for women) unless they're wearing nylon suit or normal swimsuits. For males, just don't take off your shorts.

Unsatisfied, we took off to the swimming pool at stadium. By the time we arrive there, it is 6pm. It was closed. The neigbouring pool ; Anggrek Desa swimming pool was also closed. Turns out, all the public swimming pools closes at 6pm every Thursday. I was very unhappy at that moment, because I haven't showered since the day before and I was hoping to plunge into the pool. Guess where we go after that?

The girls went....errr, I'm not sure, heck, not like I care anyway. But us guys went to the Rizqun Hotel. We plan to take a shower at the swimming pool's toilet and to our disappointment, it was locked. No where to go and desperately needing a refresher, we went to the third floor, entered the toilet, and showered there. It was the most inappropriate place to take a shower. Oh well, you gotta do what you gotta do.

Hidup OG

Nimpou!

2011-01-13T04:18:00.002+08:00

Some of you Naruto freaks might know the meaning from the title itself. Nimpou is the Japanese word for 'Ninja Arts'. Basically, I'm not talking about ninjas, I'm talking about 'ninja-ing'.

It was a boring night and my friend asked me if he can come over to my house to play the guitar together. I haven't seen him for approximately two months so I took the liberty to go to his place instead of him going to mine.

It was midnight, I took my guitar, switched off the lights of my room, hid my room-key in a small basket, tip-toed down the stairs, took the car keys, went out the back door, placed the guitar in the car and noticed that the gate was closed. Fortunately, it was not locked thus I opened it. The frightening part was....starting the engine.

Yes, when I started the engine, for me, sounded like a tiger's roar. What do you expect, its midnight. IT'S QUIET! I waited about some time just to see if anyone woke up from that "tiger's roar" but to my relief, nobody came. So I drove off and met up with my friend. By the way, that was when I broke my 'not-smoking streak' which lasted three days ; it was just half of the cigg anyway.

All and all, it's a modern type of 'ninja-ing' cause it involve cars now. My classic 'ninja-ing' times was jumping over bushes, climbing onto roofs, sharp ledges just to get into a person's place.

Wink-Wink

Wake up call?

2011-01-11T15:14:00.005+08:00

Lately, I've been smoking heavily non-stop for the past several days. I had pains but its was below the heart (pancreas?). So I think its okay and kept on smoking. Just a couple of days ago, I was having the normal urge to smoke and was thinking on buying a pack, until......

......I bent over to get something off the ground and the weird sharp pain occurs at my left part of my chest (my left, your right). It doesn't hurt as much but I had trouble breathing deeply and everytime I took a deep breath, the pain becomes vivid. The pain were gone after five minutes though.

That five minutes made me realise about the future though, ironically. The good thing about that experience was, the urge to smoke is completely gone, until now. Let's see if I can keep this up.

Could this be another crap I've posted up?

I'm just lazy

2011-01-10T17:13:00.003+08:00

So, schedule changed. Now, what should I do?

a) Go to PTEK's prom on the 15th January

b) Go to MD's prom on the 22nd Febuary

c) Find a job

d) 'Param' at home

e) Get married

f) A, B, C only

g) A, B, C, D only

h) All of the above

My Answer : F

I love holidays, don't get me wrong. But holidays for 8 months straight is not as fun as you think. I have a fixed routine everyday.

Routine :

Home : Wake up --> laptop --> eat --> TV --> laptop --> shower --> sleep

Outings : Wake up --> shower --> unpredictable

Consequences :

Home : Getting fat and bored to death

Outings : Fun, costs money, fun, fatigue, fun, adrenalin pumping, have I mentioned fun?

Example :

Home : I'm just bored, that's why I'm updating this blogpost.

Outings : Usually I arrive home around 2-3 in the morning.

And...I don't know what to blog about anymore...

Till whenever

Hello 2011

2011-01-05T02:52:00.026+08:00

So, my internet connection has been fixed, thankfully. I was not able to have internet access for a couple of weeks. Lets make up for lost time shall we. Welcome to 2011. New year resolutions? Perhaps.

I recently got back from a trip from KK with my family along with my aunts and uncles and their families. We spent new year in KK which is similar to the new year of 2010. This time we took off for KK on the 28th at 4.30am.

Our large bus

A quarter of the luggage displayed

And we're off

I basically purposely pulled an all-nighter the previous day so I can sleep away the long journey to KK. Unfortunately, it was to no avail cause we had to get off the bus for customs :(

Limbang customs

We had to queue for a one-on-one basis with the custom officer

After the custom thingy (toilet break + stamping our passports) were done, I fell dead asleep. I woke up at the Temburong's custom. Frankly, I missed the Limbang Town and the ferry that connects Limbang to Temburong. Oh well.

Traffic! at the Customs

Arrived at Sindumin or thats what I think that place is called to feed our famished stomachs. It was around 12pm that time.

The others went buying foods whereas we 'young people' took photos and messed around. During the photographs were taken, not far from us were 'Sabah chicks'. I finally found the first Sabah's beautiful girl. When I mean beautiful, I actually mean smokin hot. Hmmhmmhmm ;)

After that quick pitstop, we continued back our journey towards KK. I ate the takeaways in the bus and felt like a 'pig' or 'snake' and continued sleeping.

The mountainous view along the way

Upon arrival, we checked in Marina Court. A hotspot for Bruneians since it has the cheapest rates for apartments with 3 rooms, 2 toilets, 2 balconies, a living room and a kitchen.

Marina Court

Majority of the parking taken was by Bruneian cars. Again, a hotspot.

After finished unpacking our stuffs, we went shopping. Since Marina Court is in the middle of KK Town, shopping complexes are only a walk away ; especially Centerpoint which was not more than 200m away. Spent our money like it was nothing, well what do you expect, the exchange currency is 2.++

A quote that I made : Kitani orang Brunei di Malaysia, orang kaya kaliah

The next day, we have to wake up early so we can cash in the breakfast voucher. Waking up early in the morning was a pain since afternoon was the normal waking up time for me.

Breakfast time

A HUGE RIP OFF! Some of the others didn't have the vouchers so they had to pay RM15 per nett and guess what, the foods are......lets just say....its better to dine in an Indian restaurant cause there's more options and varieties.

Oh well, as long there's happy faces

Especially the little one

After having our breakfast, we got on the bus and went to a zoo namely the Lok Kawi Wildlife Park. This is when we decided to get a tour guide too so everything would be easy for us and we can go anywhere unlike our previous experience in 2010 ; we got lost finding a seafood restaurant.

Front of the bus

Middle of the bus

Back of the bus

As we were on our way to the Lok Kawi Wildlife Park, the tour guide interrupts and said this, "sebelum kita pergi ke zoo, mau pergi ke chocolate factory?" and everyone acceded. On the way towards the chocolate factory, imagination took over my mind. Will it be like the movie 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory'? Will it have a chocolate pool? Will it have Oompa-Loompas? Okay, skip the last question. LOL

Turns out, its only a small place with only chocolates on display are for purchase, no chocolate pool whatsoever but they do have 'DIY chocolate' (for an amount of cash, they will let you mold your own chocolate through a machine). Although, it has so many varieties of chocolates such as milk chocolate, dark chocolate, black chocolate, tiramisu, almond, hazelnut, even CURRY & DURIAN, and etc.

A turtle sculpture made of chocolate

Its kinda expensive though

And the name for the place is....there on the photo

Everybody was on chocolate frenzy! Some of us bought around 7-8 chocolate boxes/cans which cost quite dearly. But as the quote mentioned, we don't care. Next stop, the Zoo.

I don't remember how much the entrance fee is. Also a Bruneian hotspot

Well, the best zoo I've been since years. I saw a creature I haven't seen in my entire life or something I've seen before but closer. Its a huge place by the way. There's the small train if you're lazy to walk but that's not looking at wildlife, do we?

An eagle. ITS HUGE! Approx from my stomach to the top of my head

Hornbill. I never knew its a large bird. Like, real large!

There's parrots, some other birds which name I don't recall, a fox, a leopard,squirrels, deers etc. The only creature that was not available was the dangerous types, example snakes, crocs and alligators.

The elephant plot

Nice to see, bad to smell. The place reeks!

Then we are off to the next plot. I was pretty surprised to see a real bear (my first time to encounter a bear anyway). It's not the huge bear like the grizzly, its just a honeybear. The one like 'Winnie the Pooh', only its black.

This one was sun-bathing on top of the branch

Tiger was asleep

OrangUtans making out

This is a funny one. At the place, there's 4 orangUtans ; one is at the photo below which I assume a loner whilst the other 3 is a family. Before the photos above were taken, the orangUtans were, believe it or not, were kissing. It was a long kiss! This, apparently attracted visitors and by-passers.

Emo time

A closer look. The others made out, this.... :D

Proboscis monkey = Monkey with a large nose

Squirrel monkeys. They're cute!

Small and agile, beautiful colour of the fur. Hence, cute

Buffalos

Ostriches

The end of the zoo experience. It was fun and somehow interesting and educational. A last group photo before we took off to the hotel for a rest.

I like this photo

Off to KK Town

Later on that day, we shopped like crazy and when it turned into night time, we youngsters (cousins and I) went to this pub called 'bed' which stands for 'Best Entertainment Destination'. Its located at the Waterfront directly infront of Centerpoint.

There's a gig and a DJ spinning

Packed with party-goers and drunk people

Trust me, when I entered 'bed', 'tergugat iman ku'. There's loud music, rave lightings, booze, smoke, girls everywhere! There's this beer tower which was, for me, baffles me. Its like a metre of booze in height. You can see it at the picture above the picture above. Geddit? Oh, and not to worry, we didn't drink.

We only danced on the dance floor which was accompanied by Dindin and some of the Legends. Yes, Dindin was there too. Basically, there were so many drunk people, it was funny to observe drunk people though.

Next day, off to the second hotel

Yes, this year, we added some spice into the KK trip. We stayed at two hotels. One at KK Town, and one at 1Borneo. Along the way towards 1Borneo, we decided to pay a visit to the University of Sabah, where there's an Aquarium & Marine Museum in the premises of the university.

Corals

Seahorse. Its really small

An a large aquarium filled with corals and fishes

Look, there's Nemo

Not to mention, turtle aswell

This is one of the two large aquariums. This one is more deeper and darker and the fishes are so much bigger, REALLY BIG!

A large Groupa

A big ass fish

See the difference?

See how big it is

After that underwater experience, we went straight to 1Borneo. We stayed at the Sabah Apartment @1Borneo. We stayed at the 20th floor. The apartment itself is not finished. There's still renovation going on. Some of the lifts were dangerous, some of the lifts' walls were made of wood. Do you dare?

Nevertheless, its a really nice apartment ; modern type living room, kitchen, bedrooms.

Lobby

TV area

The bedroom. I wish my bedroom is like this :(

Living room

The view from the 20th floor

Probably the renovating tower ; Tower C & Tower D

The most annoying part we experienced when we lived here is, they need key access to open doors to the lobby, doors to the swimming pool and we were only given one key. That means if you're going out and you got down the elevator but without a key, you can't go into the lobby. Its hard to explain, you'll experience this if you stay here.

A trip down to the swimming pool

The swimming pool and gym. Directly above the 1Borneo shopping complex

1Borneo

If you haven't gone to 1Borneo, you're missing alot. Basically, its a huge shopping place. Twice the length of Brunei's The Mall and more bigger obviously. Branded shops everywhere, restaurants everywhere, even restaurants that Miri and Brunei does not have such have. But what disappoints me is, there's no Burger King at 1Borneo :(

Somewhere inside 1Borneo

Another push factor for me about 1Borneo is, it closes down at 10pm. Only starbucks and McD closes abit late. After 10pm, there's nothing to do at 1Borneo, like seriously. Thus, we decided to watch a movie. We watched a malay horror film called 'Damping Malam'. At first it was scary, as the movie progresses, it became more hilarious.

The cinemas at 1Borneo are gigantic. The largest cinema there is like Brunei's Cineplex Mall cinema 1 + cinema 2, more wider and a bit weird because there's this three rows way infront of the screen. It's quite detached from the rest of the seats ; could it be for the 3D? I wish there's 4D in Brunei.

Another funny thing about that night is, there's a large rat running up the sides and hides on top of the speakers. Not to mention, the other people that watched the movie were Bruneians too!

Jesselton Port

Had to wake up early for the next day to go to Manukan Island. A hotspot for tourists. Although its expensive, but its worth it. Before reaching the port, we were warned by the tour guide to not rent the life jackets or diving equipments on the port.

Its a trick scheme set up by the people there because some tourist doesn't know that they will be given free life jackets on the boats and can rent better diving equipments on the island itself.

See, there's the free life jacket. No need to rent anymore

And we're off to Manukan Island

This boat trip cost RM45 per head

Clear waters at the Manukan Island

They offer 6 'sea-experience' here. Snorkeling, Para-sailing, Scuba diving, Sea-walk, Jet-skis & Banana boat.

Snorkeling : RM10 / RM20 (with life jackets)

Parasailing : RM85

Scuba Diving : (not sure)

Sea-walk : RM200

Jet-ski : RM180

Banana boat : RM40

These charges are for one person, yes, its crazy expensive, but its worth it. I've come up a quote for this again. Gila, cheesy aku ani.

'Apa-apa pun, yang paling mahal di sini, experience'

My cousin (Aqel) and I were swimming not pass the buoys as displayed at the photos. It's not far, but its quite deep. Then we got out of the water and decided to get snorkels without the life jacket so it costs RM10. Snorkel = a large goggle + a breathing tube. As we went back to the waters, I wore my snorkel, I looked into the water and I was really surprised to an extent I accidentally swallowed some sea water due to the shock.

THERE'S FISHES! Fishes, flocks, schools, whatever, fishes infront of me, next to me, below me, so close, its like I can touch them. I was swimming with the fishes! Small fishes, big fishes, some in a convoy. I didn't realise it at first during swimming with Aqel.

See the first buoys? We snorkeled until there. Beyond that is corals and deep/dark waters

We also paid for Banana boat. Since there's alot of us, they gave a discount ; RM5 cheaper. We regretted for not bringing our camera along with us because we thought we 'banana boat-ing' near enough so the people on the shores could take a photo of us. Turns out, we were brought to the middle of the sea. Like, really in the middle!

Blue life jackets : Still, orang Brunei jua but they are not with us

The banana boat was casted down onto the waters and were pulled next to the boat so the people can climb over the banana boat. After that is done, they were cast adrift and the boat will start the engine, pulling them by a rope connected to the banana boat. At first, the little kids was first. They were scared, so we told the boat driver to go slow.

Next, it was us guys ; four guys which consists of myself, Aqel, the Bruneian dude and my other cousin (Jad). We were on the banana boat and ready to be pulled but before we do, its dialogue time :

Boat driver : Mau tumbang?

Aqel : MAU!

Me : TUMBANG!

Bruneian dude : Bah, tumbang tah

Boat driver : Okeh, tumbang

Me : Apa tumbang ani kan? (whispers to Aqel)

Aqel : Antah

Me : Pacah

Boat driver : Nanti kalau macam tumbang, lepas kan kedua tangan kamu

(The boat drives off)

Bruneian dude : Cemana kan tau kalau kan tumbang? (shouts at the boat driver)

(Silence for a while..... then the sound of raging waters breaks the silence when we were pulled by the boat)

It was more faster and the boat driver was teasing us. He slowed down, and accelerated, and did that repeatedly so the waves could knock us. So I thought that was the meaning of 'tumbang'.... I was wrong.

The boat suddenly CORNERED SHARPLY and ACCELERATES GREATLY. The rope that connects the banana boat and the boat was skewed and the acceleration tipped the banana boat over in high-speed making us four guys fall into the dark deep sea. We don't have anything to be worried about cause life jackets were harnessed. Now I know what 'tumbang' really meant. Too bad there's no photos of us 'tumbang-ing' :(

Clear waters

Kalau mengail wah

These are the girls. They paid for para-sailing. It's a two person para-sail. I bet they were having their time of their lives whereas at that time, I was on the beach ogling at bikini-wearing girls and continued snorkeling in the tampered waters. Hey, there's not much girls in Brunei wearing bikinis okay?

It was getting late, more and more tourist come and go. More tourists filled the waters with snorkeling. Trust me, the more the people, the lesser the fish is. Even the clear waters become cloudy. Therefore, its time to head back.

Waiting for the boat

Uncle Pg Kamal's family

When we arrived back at the Jesselton Port again, the bus driver was missing. Then we realised, it was Friday and he went for the Friday prayers. Rather than to wait him at the scorching hot jetty, we decided to walk about 10 minutes away towards the 'Suria Sabah'. We replenished our energy and messed around.

By the way, 'Suria Sabah' just opened this year so not many stores are open. But, at the top floor, there's a paintball court. I can't remember how it costs per person though but its really cheap. Divided into two games. 5v5 and 3v3.

Abang K. hohoho

So the bus came, we went back to the hotel. Everyone was dead tired. My plan is to take a nap before heading off to a seafood restaurant but my cousins who didn't join the Manukan Island trip asked me to join them shopping. I was really tired, but I agreed ; stupidly.

I was really tired until at this particular time, there's this couch at a store and I jumped on it infront of the people so they couldn't get to seat at the couch. Teehee. Before it turns into night time, we got into the bus again and went to the seafood restaurant.

The place is called 'Gayang Seafood Restaurant'. Duh

I am actually not a seafood person but, the sight of their seafood dishes made me eat like an animal. Okay, I'm exaggerating but you get the point. Probably the best seafood dish I've tasted, period.

That night, it was new year. Trust me, new year is more better spent at KK Town because at 1Borneo, everything closes at 10pm! Even the nearby pubs was charged tickets to enter and it costs RM65. Well, at that time, we kinda spent all our budgets so, its a sober new year.

Trying to change the fate, we decided to watch another movie. Its a malay horror film called 'Janin'. One word, BORING! The cinema was quiet at that time because everybody was having a good time spending new year's eve whilst my cousins and I spend the new years eve in the cinema. I also can even count the people who's watching the movie.

When the clock strikes 12, I literally shouted "Happy New Year!" then everyone was checking the time. What can I say, the movie is boring. The next day, we packed our stuffs and went home back to Brunei.

We made a couple of pitstops along the way for toilet breaks and to eat. The traffic was overwhelming though. It's a wrong move to go back to Brunei during the first day of the year.

All and all, this KK trip was better than last year's. This is what you call a holiday. Although the new year disappoints me abit but the experience gained from this trip can be used for a lifetime.

Now I know why I love blogging

To Sum Up

2010-12-20T18:03:00.004+08:00

Hello, it's been a while. There's lotsa stories happened. It's just, I'm lazy to update, really lazy. If you want keep an update, follow me on twitter.

http://twitter.com/HafizBorhan

So, let me just tell you about my December.

- Went picnicking with my mom and her friend's family

- Went fishing

- Went home at around 12am-4am

- Went to the JPD for my licence

- Played LoL all day long

Hoping for :

- Celebrating Christmas at a party in KB

- Go to KK

- Celebrate New Year in KK

By the way, since I know I won't be updating for sometime Happy advanced Christmas :)

Sexy Santa Outfits

I bet my friends who are Naruto freaks are having a boner by now

TelBru Let'sDrive

2010-12-10T02:49:00.014+08:00

TelBru has organised an event called "Let'sDrive" which is similar like 'The Amazing Race' without the 'Roadblocks', 'Yield', 'stunts'(choices). The concept is not a race, but is driving around searching for clues and riddles. The first team with the highest score and completes all checkpoints/pitstops will win the grand prize.

Its the first 24-hour race in Brunei. And this was held last month and I updated about this now. Teehee. So we had to register our names early at TelBru branches if I'm not mistaken and confirm the registration at the Ministry of Communications along with a briefing about this 24-hour race.

Over 300+ teams registered

The briefing

The next week after that, race day came. How hyped and stoked I was that day.

We were told to stick this on the car. Two car stickers, a Let'sDrive roadtax sticker, and given two nametags, an orange and a lime coloured shirt and etc or else we will have a penalty that cost 2 marks.

TEAM 388 4LYF

A special asset in the race ; the manual book / Passport

Left : Kim (Main Racer) Right : Me (Co-Racer)

We set up our stuffs at Ridha Bp's place and then went to Indoor Stadium for the Starting Point.

Kusmi's car : 383

Aziim's Car : 389

Countdown till Flag Off

These people from Legend FC also joined the race

1 team = 2 person. Imagine 300+ teams

Then, THE RACE BEGINS. Everybody ran out from the Indoor Stadium and into the cars and drove off to their first pitstop which is the 'Ice Breaker Ticket'.

Ice Breaker Ticket

Ice Breaker Ticket is basically telling the team which pitstop to go to first. Every team has different Ice Breaker Ticket's which telling them to go to the first pitstop out of 12 different pitstops. Oh and if you don't know, the pitstops are TelBru branches. Overall there's 12 pitstops / checkpoints.

1) TelBru HQ, Lapangan Terbang Lama, Brunei Muara

2) TelBru Brunei, International Airport, Brunei Muara

3) TelBru Berakas, Brunei Muara

4) TelBru Muara, Brunei Muara

5) TelBru Tanjung Bunut, Brunei Muara

6) TelBru The Mall, Gadong, Brunei Muara,

7) TelBru Sinarubai, Brunei Muara

8) TelBru Tutong, Tutong

9) TelBru Lamunin, Lamunin

10) TelBru Sg.Taring, Lumut, Seria

11) TelBru Seria, Seria

12) TelBru HQ Kuala Belait, Kuala Belait

We have to finish the clues from the 12 checkpoints and back to the finish line which was the Indoor Stadium before 24hours or we will be disqualified from the race. There are certain rules in the race such as there must not be more than 3 people in the car, the orange & lime shirt must not be taken off, the nametag must not be taken off and so much more or else points will be deducted.

In order to boost points, there's this 'Shoot n Match' challenge. We have to go to the given place in the picture and take a picture with a racer in that picture (just to get extra points)

2 Points : Pulaie

2 Points : Gadong Properties

We were so hungry so we bought some foods

2 points : Gadong (Behind MD)

So we've completed the first pitstop. We were told to check out and were given a bonus clue which was a 'Shoot n Match' that costs more than 8points. Largest was 18 points. Our first bonus clue was at Bukit Shahbandar.

Bonus clue : 11 point

Example of the given bonus clue

Yes, 12 pitstops also have 12 bonus clues :-

1) Taman Rekreasi Bukit Shahbandar, Brunei Muara

2) Museum Kota Batu, Brunei Muara

3) Tasek Lama, Brunei Muara

4) Damuan, Brunei Muara

5) Hutan Simpanan Berakas, Brunei Muara

6) Pantai Seri Kenangan, Tutong

7) Tasek Merimbun, Tutong

8) Taman Rekreasi Hutan Luangan Lalak, Labi

9) Taman Rekreasi Parit, Brunei Muara

10) One Billionth Barrel Monument, Seria

11) Taman Rekreasi Anduki, Seria

12) Peranginan Pantai Serasa, Muara

Rule for 'Shoot n Match' : Must be in daylight or where sunlight is present. The photo must be clear.

Refreshment points

As a team, we were given a $5 voucher per person to get foods. We can go to either Ideal, KFC, SugarBun and many more delicious restaurants and lastly we chose Ideal. Too bad there's no McD :(

Here I'm going to tell you on how a pitstop / checkpoint operates

Check In

Everytime we reach a pitstop, both Main and Co Racer has to get out of the car and check in bringing along the passport (except at the Airport branch). There, we have to pick one out of two clues and answer them. There're only 10 clues to be answered. All clues are in radius in 10KM from the TelBru branches.

An example of the Clue

Look, there's Pirol & Ridha checking in

Check out

Whether you answered all 10 clues or not, you have to go back to the pitstop where you obtained your clue and enter the answers into a computer called the 'terminal' which is illustrated below. Each team has their own password so no other teams could sabotage others. If you've submitted the answers into the terminal, you cannot enter the answers again for it will be locked thus you have to go to another pitstop and do the same thing all over again.

Terminal

Our Journey :-

1) TelBru HQ at Airport Lama (1st pitstop)

2) Bonus clue : Bukit Shahbandar (6pm)

3) TelBru branch Tanjung Bunut (2nd pitstop)

Then its night time

4) TelBru branch Sinarubai (3rd pitstop)

5) TelBru branch The Mall (4th pitstop)

6) TelBru branch Airport (5th pitstop ; midnight)

7) TelBru branch Berakas (6th pitstop ; its 1am)

8) TelBru branch Muara (7th pitstop)

9) TelBru branch Tutong (8th pitstop ; 3am)

10) TelBru branch Lamunin (9th pitstop : 5am)

5am at TelBru branch Lamunin

Whilst waiting for the sun to rise, we filled our tummies

11) Bonus clue : Tasek Merimbun (6am)

12) TelBru branch Sg. Taring (10th pitstop)

13) TelBru branch Seria (11th pitstop)

14) TelBru branch Kuala Belait (12th & the final pitstop ; 11am)

This is an example of the passport and it has to be filled. An important asset

15) Bonus clue : One Billionth Barrel Monument

16) Bonus clue : Pantai Seri Kenangan

17) Bonus clue : Taman Rekreasi Parit

18) Bonus clue : Damuan

19) Bonus clue : Tasek Lama

20) Bonus clue : Museum Kota Batu

21) Finish line (2pm ; only 30 mins to spare)

Performances commenced

Overall, we did not get to 'Match n Shoot' all bonus clue. We skipped 'Taman Rekreasi Hutan Luangan Lalak', ' Peranginan Pantai Serasa' & 'Hutan Simpanan Berakas'. We would be disqualified if we didn't speed. It was intense though as we're racing against time. We can feel the pressure were building.

More performances

Maria & The Seeds

Some of the TelBru members

A TelBru mascot holding a child. He looks afraid. LOL

The winners of iPad 3G

Actually, I was not satisfied about this. This is a bonus challenge that states, 'Go to the RedBull Car at The Mall, Gadong and capture an energetic pose with you holding a can of RedBull with the RedBull Car at the background'. So we went there, and there's this Volkswagen with RedBull vinyls and stickers.

My main racer & I planned on our way there on how to make an energetic pose. I decided to jump and Kim decided to scream or something. As we were going to get out photo captured, this woman....sorry to say.....noob. She captured me BEFORE JUMPING and AFTER LANDING! I planned to get an 'ON AIR' photo. She practically ruined the mood for that particular moment.

And guess what, the winners of this iPad 3G had their photo 'ON AIR'. Thats like, we could've won that iPad, like, we're the only ones that can challenge that photo and due to that noob photographing, we didn't get anything. I was unsatisfied and abit resented.

Waiting for the results. I was asleep

Second and third place got a trip to KL

First place ; Mitsubishi Lancer 1.6

The dude was wearing a shrek-ears headband and was extremely happy for winning. Well, who doesn't. Consolation prize was starter packs, a stay at Empire Hotel, Rizqun & many more. For us who doesn't win anything, we won experience.

Some of this photos were stolen (A)

Kay

2010-12-06T22:15:00.004+08:00

Rate : 7/10

Synopsis : Lucy and Edmund Pevensie returns to Narnia with their cousin Eustace where they meet up with Prince Caspian for a trip across the sea aboard the royal ship ; The Dawn Treader. Along the way they encountered dragons, dwarves, merfolk, and a band of lost warriors before reaching the egde of the world

Comments : An unorthodox storyline. Although I was kinda disappointed that 'Susan' and 'Peter' did not have enough screen time. Especially, 'Susan'. Rawr.

LMAO

2010-12-02T14:36:00.002+08:00

Found this on twitter. A stupid one. LOL

Click to enlarge

Talking about a bad hair day

2010-12-01T17:50:00.003+08:00

This is my review of a movie based on Disney's story Rapunzel ; Tangled

Rapunzel, a Tangled tale

Rate : 5/10

Synopsis : After receiving the healing powers from a magical flower, the baby Princess Rapunzel is kidnapped from the palace in the middle of the night by Mother Gothel. Mother Gothel knows that the flower's magical powers are now growing within the golden hair of Rapunzel, and to stay young, she must lock Rapunzel in her hidden tower. Rapunzel is now a teenager and her hair has grown to a length of 70-feet. The beautiful Rapunzel has been in the tower her entire life, and she is curious of the outside world.

One day, a bandit Flynn Ryder scales the tower and is taken captive by Rapunzel. Rapunzel strikes a deal with the charming thief to act as her guide to travel to the place where the floating lights come from that she has seen every year on her birthday. Rapunzel is about to have the most exciting and magnificent journey of her life.

Comments : Hilarious sketches with an amazing introduction to start off the story. Although, the ending is cliche plus the movie has musical scenes included as well.

Birthday Wishes

2010-11-25T01:16:00.004+08:00

Happy 20th birthday to Fathul. No more teen days man. Its time to move onto adulthood. May God bless you and have a blast. Enjoy the early days upon reaching adulthood my friend :)

Fathul

Turns out, Fathul and my sister share the same birth date which is the 24th November. Fathul turned 20 and my sister, Amal Borhan, turned 18. To be honest, I don't know that we were supposed to have a small gathering just now. Pictures tells a thousand words.

Moist Chocolate Cake....Mmmm

The birthday girl

Me alongside the birthday girl

No presents for you, and one word of advice for her ; "berakal-berakal tah lai. Diri atu semakin bagak. Jangan masih tuyu." Oh guess what, 25th November is also Amal Shinju's fake birthday. Well, her birthday is on the 10th November...but.....HEHEHEHE.

She logged on her facebook on my friend's phone just to show something to me and left without logging-out her account. What else should we do with it? I tell you what. It's hacking / raping time. We tampered her profile info and status.

Sex : Male

Birthday : 25/11/1996

Interested in : Women

The funny thing about this is people really do think its her birthday. I want to know whats her expression after opening her facebook. Teehee :3

Thats what you get

Finale

2010-11-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

I just watched this a week after its premiere. So it is the last chapter of Harry Potter's saga. The good news is, it is divided into 2 parts ; made to include all the storylines rather than being summarised into a normal movie timeline. The bad news is, the second part will come out next year.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (part 1)

Rate : 9/10

Synopsis : Voldemort's power is growing stronger. He now has control over the Ministry of Magic and Hogwarts. Harry, Ron, and Hermione decide to finish Dumbledore's work and find the rest of the Horcruxes to defeat the Dark Lord. But little hope remains for the Trio, and the rest of the Wizarding World, so everything they do must go as planned.

Comment : Amazing set and places, with new spells and with a thriller story line. Plus, old faces reappears and some new. Not to forget Hermione and Ginny has become really beautiful. LOL

Actually, this is a transcend based from the last book written by J.K Rowling 'Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows'. For the first time, I managed to finish reading a thick book. For the first 10 pages, I found it boring and difficult to comprehend due to its complicated use of english.

But after 10 grueling pages, I started enjoying reading it and can not stop reading for two weeks straight. All and all, I pretty much know how it ends. The horrible shocking twist of fate ; the ending that will put people to despair.

Curious? Read the book

Hiatus

2010-11-22T17:57:00.003+08:00

Hello people. It's been a while ; again. I am lazy so this is a short post. What I have accomplished and what I will accomplish for the long long long long long holiday.

Accomplished :

Done with A levels
Having an 8 months of holiday (starting December)
Improved in a wide variety of guitar chords

Desirous to accomplish (During the holidays) :

Obtaining my driving licence
Find a job
Lose weight
Stop smoking (Oh god please help me)
Ameliorate in guitars
Have fun and party through out the holiday
Making something to reminisce back someday
To purchase an electric guitar and a new phone
Meet new people
Leave useless , narrow-minded, incoherent & selfish people behind
Offset in multitudinous sports (especially soccer)

Predilection after the holidays :

Fly off to UK
Or, enter UBD or ITB. MTSSR & MKJB (last choice)
Meet more new people
Start off a new chapter of my life

Crossed fingers all the way